I was kinda in one of those 'I dont really feel so great' moods.

Negative thoughts occupied my mind like fog on a lake. Its quite weird how i can still smile and joke somewhat but every neuron inside my brain is in a frenzy. I just felt sooo small in a seemingly obvious large world.

Felt like my existence was not worth much for anyone to care about...felt like a speck of sand on a beach that no one will pay attention to... Though i know that i have people out there who love and care about me. Its just one of those moments....


Give me attention
I need it now
Too much distance
To measure it out, outloud

I realized that its like the 'break-up' period for many people. Is it the weather or some unexplainable reason that causes this to happen? If they're not breaking-up they think about having a break. Each having various reasons. Its soooo sad=(

Some are afraid to go with the decision and some are in it but hating it. I dont know anymore. And some are like gona have a r/s but seems like they're not gona have a r/s. Its sooo confusing these days.....

I just hope that they'll be happy in whatever they decide.

I cant think of any place that's very interesting and fun to go to anymore. I need to find some other thing to do when i go out to hang with my friends.....

Does anyone have any suggestions besides shopping, playing frisbee and watching movies? Plus dont even know what place to go to.

Haircut

I'm sooo happy that my multiple layers of uncut tresses are gone. But I'm not soooo thrilled that my hair style looks like one of my friend's hair. Not that i dont wana look like her....she looks great with that hair. But as for me....i dont think so. And our hairstyle is not very similar cause i dont have bangs. People have said i dont look good in bangs.

Oh...well i just have to wait patiently for my hair to grow longer. Cause when many people have short hair, i want long. I'm just like that...

Having a break today from itp cause i fell sick. Had something that sounds like this when you pronounce it: fran-and-gi-tus (not exact spelling people)
Saw the doc, he gave me 2 days mc. Nothing serious he said. Just need more fluids and rest=)

Going back to itp tomorrow. Feeling sorta happy yet apprehensive cause there's gona be a big pile of stuff on my table. Which will make it look really messy=( Never liked it when my table's messy.

ITP

I'm gona have attachment to this Japanese company starting on the 14th of sep. Good thing its not that far from my home. Its at suntec tower 1. Hopefully, my job there will be eventful and I'll be able to make friends. I still need to do some mini project which is a presentation of 36 slides. Its on what i do in the company.

I even have a log book to fill up. I have to make sure i write down stuff in it every day. And i must let my supervisor sign it every day.

I'm gona miss the friends in school and expecially the ones i made through frisbee. I'm gona miss the trainings and the scrimages.

Yeah!!! Exams are over for me=) Super happy=) Now i need to catch up with exercise*pinches flab on tummy* I have to start running, practicing my throws and swimming=). Anyone who wana do any of these 3 things, just give me a text or call=)

I miss sooo many people. You know who you are.

These past few days have been such a torture. Waking up at 6am or 630am for 4 days straight sleeping late just to finish assignments or revise on the upcoming papers.

The worst thing is on monday, i have 3 papers on that day. And not all of them are easy to score a B or A. I really hope i can concentrate and fill my brain up with information on the papers.

Public Enemies

I love Johnny Depp. He's still the hottest and sexiest man alive to me=) I love him in all of his movies. I remembered seeing him in Edward Scissor Hands. That was the first time i saw him. But due to young age, i could not remember his face and name till now.

He's soo handsome. I wont mind being married to him at all=) The coats and hats suit him sooo much in this movie=)

Ampilfy

1st Aug 2009....

Amplify: AMK Hub, Level 4, Hall 7

Reason to go: We're there to meet a very special and important someone. And we all know who it is.... ITS GOD. So come down and rock out praises with us.

All are welcomed=)

Oh You Bring by Hillsong United

Oh you bring hope to the hopeless
And light to those in the darkness
And death to life, now I'm alive

Oh you give peace to the restless
And joy to homes that are broken
I see you now, in you I'm found

And you open the door for me
And you lay down your life to set me free
All that I am will serve you lord

Oh you fill those who are empty
And rescue those in the valley
And through it all you calm my soul

Oh now you find me in my weakness
And heal the wounds of my heartache
And worship for you in spirit and truth

And you open the door for me
And you lay down your life to set me free
All that I am will serve you lord

And you open my eyes to see
All the wondering all of christ in me
Jesus you're everything I need

(Worship)

All honor
All glory
All praise to you (repeat)

And you open the door for me
And you lay down your life to set me free
All that I am will serve you lord

And you open my eyes to see
All the wondering all of christ in me
Jesus you're everything I need